Unofficial Darkhalo Fansite

https://soundcloud.com/saggy_spaghetti/saggy-spaghetti-evan1

someone i met in rs3

it starts sorta boring but gets better after awhile

anyway, check him out, somewhat recommended

always nice to talk music with people

dont get to do that much.....

so darkhalo telepathized

some day ago that he

was gonna kill himself

before that i got sent

"i am darkhalo of project bluebeam"

at some TEDTALK or something

anyway, theyve talked some of

MK ULTRA through the years

but not much of

the psychiatric system

rtngr8

we do though

so check us out at götgatan

even if youre just

visiting in stockholm

its a small sign

beep the beeper

youll be let in

we have meetings on mondays

and send on tuesdays

14:00-15:30

youre welcome

tell them you know UNI

theyre my friends and family

and fucking räddaren i nöden

i remember trying to find a good

spectrum analyzer / waveform outputter for the fansite

back in the 2010s

i looked all over the internet

and there werent any good ones at all to be found

basically, i realized, if they WERE good enough

you could pirate music by using a 1:1 wav:png rendition

so i suppose thats why the RIAA covertly stops

these projects from forming or even existing in the first place

(but now data is so cheap that theres no point

in stopping this, ok ill try to find one now)

finally i found 1 promising software

except it was a fucking dos program

there was no interface

you had to use a command prompt

i tried it some

but again, GUIs have existed since the early 80s

or even earlier

and to use linux AT ALL

to this day

you have to know how to use them

luckely enough when i started in 1994

the default O/S was just command prompt usage

another problem was in 2020

i wanted to make visualizers for la belle epoque

again, basically no documentation of such online

i even tried buying a CHROMEBOOK

since i figured there were apps

that had the capability?

for example, in later music genres

they have similar looking visualizers

some of these, both sounds and visuals

seem to be made completely on a smartphone

i returned the laptop after a single day

i even tried runescape, but it fucking crashed all the time

didnt find any visualizers of use at all

and just like the port

they were all shoddy worksmanship and crashed constantly

eventually i tried to dedicately

make a FOSS output a visualizer of the sound

for myklevkun



again, this was the only one i found on the entire internet

there was another video recently

i found which seemed to use it

it had a primitive interface

and just as id finished the video

to save it

i accidentally pressed the wrong button

and all my progress was lost

so the viz took literally 8 hours to make

or even more

and thats not counting the rendering time

anyway, i knew thats the only

visualizer i could make with the software

there were some different abilities

the program WAS stable though and wellmade

(save for the clunky save/new project )

but there wasnt much to do

its a shame winamp is as dead as it is nowadays

i tried checking the offical website once in awhile

WINAMP 2.0 COMING SOON

but it never did

now its some flawed

artist subscription

website concept

"aggregator"

the visualizer engine is based on the DOS program

Cthugha

except the one in winamp, over the years

constantly improved and you

could program it in many different ways

using its own language

i actually some viz myself

but gave up quickly

again, because of my flawed

software engineering knowledge

it had quite a communtity back in the days

and winamp later on shipped with

several hundred visualizers

as you might know

winamp has changed ownership many times

back in the days they owned fraunhofer tons

of royalties since the mp3 decoding / encoding

capabilities werent FOSS then

(like LAME/OGG/OPUS in the 2000s)

brb.

ok. had to quit writing for awhile.

lost the flow. cya.

right. i was watching

a vid about tracker history

i stopped at half for this

it got some things wrong

it doesnt mention general midi at all?

anyway, will watch more, seeya around.

oh. if i put my laptops speakers to maximum, darkhalos music sounds good. dont know whats up with that. considering i ruined my hearing already as a teen, thats not an option though. ive found a lot of other dnb except him though, and nowadays ive quit listening to dnb altogether. im actually listening to ambient radio right now.

anyway

i thought of darkhalo

late last night

i was thinking of saying this

as i was laying in bed:

"i dont want to burst your bubble

but your production is soulless

and your songs sound

samey as ones before

even your beats sound soulless

i dont know how you ended up here

i know if i try to make

too many songs at once

all i can do is add

tons of reverb to

some piano synth

and it just sounds bad

predictable...

i used to love your music"

......and then i felt

some tears retreating

from my eyes =*) now too!

"but as the world is ending

i figured i should contact you

no matter the repercussions..."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGOIgGr-eB4

i slept and awoke over and over again. why be in waking life at all? it was so good! heres a darkhalo song on the subject.

a calm dnb track, like darkhalos underwater voyage. and real pretty coverart.

Make no mistake. This is not "background music". Rather it is when the raven hour has passed, you have slept around five hours, and wake up when everything is calm around. The joyful darkness. You settle into your comfy not-too-hard-not-too-soft armchair, have a cigarillo or some neighbors weed, and maybe a good yeared whiskey or homegrown IPA or unhumanly strong instacoffee in a half litre detailed cup. Then you let the energies flow around, and to, and out of you. This is true happiness. This is infinite detail, and infinite sadness, and infinite darkness. You look out of your apartment, and see the stars and the lights around you. You look into yourself, and with all your darkness, there is light, and there is stars. Like my favorite thinker says

"Whoever looks into himself and everything feels like a vast galaxy, also know how irregular galaxies are. They lead into the chaos and labyrinth of existence"

As you are listening at a perfect 85db or even louder with neighbours that do not care as you are beauty in its purest form which no one dares to question. You do this on a well-composed stereo, and hear something more than what the day tells you. Tike the artists Clockwork Day and Clockwork Night, the day is wholly beautiful but the night is more alluring.

"The keys I handle no better than any other painist, but, ah, the space between the notes, that is where the music lies!"

Thus we are mostly all those dark things, and need to live with it, not hide it, just let it flow through us, and appretiate when inspiration comes around. It is said dark matter and dark energy is not only out in the universe, but in our stomaches, and we should also have a bountiful layered cupcake or some bloody steak barbequed eventhough it is snowing outside and everyone will have dreams of smoke that live around you.

In truth darkness is memory, is time. And no matter how scientists do their research, they cannot comprehend how the universe expands.

"You're wrong when you say the sky's the limit, we don't even know when the universe ends"

Further on bitchute, down in the swamp, the writer now believes in flat earth theory.

As non-junkie in an alcalic world, I remember a time when i lived in a world without moon, without starshine, without sun. The weather was either cloudy or sunny, there was no darkness. To fall asleep, as dark and ever more evil faces transformed when I closed my eyes, I needed to find one, just 1, song to play on repeat from a 3000 record library. Thanks to synchronicity, this happened quite quickly, I would sleep half the night, and then wake up transformed, turn off the music, and sleep another 4 hours.

In this world of true worlds, people had tatus in the their faces, "marks" of both beast and light bearing. I went on the bullet train, this übertranscendence, and it was only people dressed in metal / goth aesthetics, or a whole company of only dressed in white, which I prayed together with.

Thus the ultimate frequency is that of gods and angels, satans and shaitans and demons. But both are just as needed, you have to listen to the demon on your right sometimes - the challenger, if you are lefthanded and the lucky 12,5% who are more creative.

What is there to be creative except anything else? I remember a time when I created my first livejournal account, in 1999 i had nothing to say and the account is empty to this day.

I was lucky to find Deaddreamer (Misery in Motion) who linked a lot of music and sites and had a forum which linked to his friends forums. It was a tough upbringing in the digital world, and I did stalk a guy, ruined his life over and over, and I finally got to taste my own medicine, after putting on a white gold diamond ring. Now I can sense about 12 people who try to ruin me constantly any chance they get, but I press on, and have found friendship and being appretiated for who I am.

I will now spell-check and the like this, and upload on some sites. It't not perfect, but I did my best, as a cigarillos and dip and some cheap LIDL chocolate and ICA even-cheaper coffee made in sync with a tailored darkhalo playlist.

so i figure i should be true with you darkhalo. i am afraid of what you will respond with. so i havent looked at any of you have any responses, nor if my comments even "got through" (the ether or otherwise). i am a fanboy, but i am not attracted to you. i have said it so many times now, but i am straight. i am neither gay bi or trans, i am double=soul. lgbttq. just how it is.

if you can listen to music
without freaking out
youre one of the lucky ones
theres nothing better than music
because it just goes straight in
however shitty im feeling
i can still listen to music
i can cook to music
i can lie in bed doing nothing to music
i can think to music
i can play computergames to music
music is life
music is everything <3
music is my everything
i love you music
and i love you darkhalo
youre the best of the best of the best
sorry i ruined your life
it was from the heart
not hate
not the amygdala
sorry